I've been away....

[exairian]

It's been awhile. Like a really long while. In fact, I haven't posted since 2013.... early... 2013.

A lot has change, things have happened.... I no longer work at Best Buy/Geek Squad. This is a good and a bad thing. Good as I was going no where and they were taking advantage of me. I loved the people, but not the work.

Now I work at the company my husband has worked for since 2006. They are awesome, growing, and have made a pretty hefty promise to us that I believe in. It's been a struggle because I hate what I am currently doing, but I know it leads to bigger and better things.

Trevor and I are good, our relationship is strong. But we've recently hit some pretty hard walls and I am incredibly thankful we have each other. I still don't really know how much he's comfortable with me sharing so I will keep it vague and say this. Something we have talked about since our first date will probably never happen. There is this entire branch of our life that will never grow. Cheese? Yes. But I think people don't understand how incredibly heartbreaking it is.

Let's put it this way. If you ever here someone utter the phrase, "You should think about settling down and starting a family." Be prepared, because it has nothing to do with them "settling down."

We're still good though. We celebrated our four year wedding anniversary with his parents in August and had so much fun. A day at the State Fair with beer and farm animals was actually a great break in reality. Work is hard, but the extras are good. I got into Grad School and start in January. It will help with our company and I look forward to my future there.

I'm trying to be active again. I have been to the gym at least twice a week... except this week. But I'm still doing well. We do a lot of things to take our minds off of the shit that has fallen through lately, but we have each other which makes me incredibly happy. We're good.

So that's the state of what's what. Not much else to report. My cats are still insane.

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[jkivela.livejournal.com]

I know we see each other a lot, but some day soon-ish I hope we can get together, just us, and catch up.

love ya hun :)