well fuck.
17 June 2005 08:05![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
exairiani got failed on 4 out of 6 apps yesterday. yes. i am at 30%.
well fuck.
i'm so tired of this. and i would like to place blame, but i can't. all the errors where my fault. and while they seemed small, life insurance policies are not small things. the teeniest error and we could get our asses sued down the road. it's a ton of pressure and i just don't know if i'm up to it. i wonder if it's all that pressure that's just making me too damn nervous to do my job.
>sigh<
anyways. mj drove me to work this morning so that he can pick me up and we can go out right after work. we're going to have us night tonight because it's desperately needed. i think it's a borderline date, which we haven't done in a long time. becuase, frankly, beer and wings (while my idea of a date) isn't one....
well fuck.
i'm so tired of this. and i would like to place blame, but i can't. all the errors where my fault. and while they seemed small, life insurance policies are not small things. the teeniest error and we could get our asses sued down the road. it's a ton of pressure and i just don't know if i'm up to it. i wonder if it's all that pressure that's just making me too damn nervous to do my job.
>sigh<
anyways. mj drove me to work this morning so that he can pick me up and we can go out right after work. we're going to have us night tonight because it's desperately needed. i think it's a borderline date, which we haven't done in a long time. becuase, frankly, beer and wings (while my idea of a date) isn't one....
