fucking vehicles

so far... $650. that's if they can get the rotars off and machine them without breaking them. if they have to replace them, then we're looking at $850 or so. also will need to get a leaky valve fixed which will cost about $250 more... but that's for another time i think.

fucking hell.

state of the state address... this will be long...

i've debated this post for days now... bordering on weeks really. i've held back in things i've wanted to say on lj for the sake of others. and by others i do mean plural. if i had to use only adjectives to describe the last month the list would look something like this:

surprising, surreal, unbelievable, inconceivable, strange, painful, trying, traumatizing, emotional, sad, humbling, exhausting....

so i will start at the very very very beginning of things.... if you think you really want to know all this, then click on.

( if not, please pass go, collect $200 and buy boardwalk... )