well fuck.

i got failed on 4 out of 6 apps yesterday. yes. i am at 30%.

well fuck.

i'm so tired of this. and i would like to place blame, but i can't. all the errors where my fault. and while they seemed small, life insurance policies are not small things. the teeniest error and we could get our asses sued down the road. it's a ton of pressure and i just don't know if i'm up to it. i wonder if it's all that pressure that's just making me too damn nervous to do my job.

>sigh<

anyways. mj drove me to work this morning so that he can pick me up and we can go out right after work. we're going to have us night tonight because it's desperately needed. i think it's a borderline date, which we haven't done in a long time. becuase, frankly, beer and wings (while my idea of a date) isn't one....

so i's been thinking...

for some reason i want to go to rhythm and booms this year. i mean really actually go. enjoy part of the day there. eat carny food, drink beer and ride ridees. i could give a shit about the fireworks, because we'll more than likely end up at someones house nearby for that. but i just want the carny thing. call me strange, but i actually like that stuff...

anyways. just a thought. anyone want to join me?

i'm thinking...

i'm pretty much the biggest post-whore on my friends list with the fewest responses...