thank god it's october!

>sigh<

the last four days where almost terrifying. being told that you're not going to have your policies quality checked because it was too busy... well... wow. i personally issued about 50 policies in the last four days. thats 50 life insurance policies that no one checked over to make sure i did everything right. basically it's 50 possibilities to have complete fucked someone i don't know over because i 'think' i knew what i was doing.

it's very intimidating, trust me.

but i worked my ass off, got in a ton of overtime and well... in the end mary kay still looks like the bitch whore she is.

oh but she did bring me my new nummy smelling candles! can't forget to did that for me! yay for cinnemon and vanilla!

in other news... i cut off all my hair, no really, it's short!

scary thought! one year from today matt and i will be tying the knot! no shit! huh. i suppose i should really be putting in some effort for this thing huh? boy. that's really not far away is it?

things to do this weekend:
must decide if we're going to the first friday party tonight... don't know yet.
must find something to wear tomorrow. i was going to wear a suit but... don't know... we'll see.
MUST study my insurance books as my test is only a month and a half away!
must remember if there was more i should be remembering...

oi. off to work now. so tired but i needs the monies!

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http://wid.ap.org/transcripts/debates/prez1.html

i'll read when i have more time but it's there for anyone who's currently bored.

don't know why this just popped into my head...

maybe it has something to do with l&l tomorrow, but i've decided that i must have more pictures taken of me. i know, i know, people try and i shy away and i shall try to be more photogenic. but it doesn't help that whenever i look at any pictures of myself all i see is pudge and funny looks. i will try not to see these things in the future! promise!

but on the other hand, whenever we do bring the camera it always seems that matt and i are the only ones to actually take the pictures. i'll put the camera down and i'll let people know that they should just grab and take pictures, yet they never do... >sigh< we'll see.

but this l&l is shaping up to be a doozy for our little group and i want some photos dammit!

so yeah. just random.

mostly i'm trying not to work... so burned out.

well shit.

just got some news at work, which should be good news, however i find it somewhat disapointing...

it seems that bobbi is coming back. now this should be a good thing. she was a really good employee, knows her stuff and works really hard. however, she's got all that experience and a ton of seniority, so, your's truly is suddenly feeling like all that moving up she was intending to do has now just been swept away.

that sr. processor position that i was so hoping for, i know will be handed to her. no questions asked. and i'll be stuck as a lowly processor ii. >sigh< ah well. at least it's another team member who pulls her own weight, right!?